fai owns !

Rather u die then becoming one of them .

2011-11-17T02:36:00.000-08:00

When the world spin Backwards .

Hello there you chipmunks (: whoaa .. it has been like amost .. idk .. a year ? since i last post a shit in dhis place XD haha .. well im officially back .. been pretty busy like bees lately fer O'level n stuff .. n now dhat O' is officially over , IM BACK TO DHIS STAGE BAYBEH ! haha .. okaee .. my blog had died long2 ago hasnt it ? loads of postage by sm aliens too O.O haha well to be precise , im one happy ass because IM ALRDY 16 DHIS YR ! woohoo .. well , i kinda lost my updates on my burfdae but im 16 n dhats one heavenly thing ya know (: i had watch a number of NC16 movies .. weeellllll , its nt really dhat different frm any PG movies either *roll eyes* . ohh lemmie tell u guys smth ..

IM ATTACHED <3 to dhis newly appointed boipren (: N HE'S AWESZOMEXS . heee ((:

its gg to be our 7thmnth dhis cuming december n im sooo extremly-super-duper-berry-licious excited ((: heee .. we got lorry-loads of plan on dhis coming future of ours .. hopefully everything move smoothly .. insyallah .

there's a lot of things happened lately .. i dun even knw where to strt .. haiyhh .. i'll catcch wif u guys sm other time alright ? have to eat my dinner alrdy ..

chaloos ..

Cape Romance On Tabletops

2010-12-21T08:45:00.000-08:00

14th - Our 2nd mnthsry Bee Eff Ass ^^

18th -19th Dec . Changi Burfdae Reunion Camp

Dear sweetheart Azii, Im grateful to have found a great fren like u . Life's really more enduring wif u by my side . U gave me strength all dhis while to keep on moving . And when im by ur side , i alwaes feel free , i can be myself n fer dhat i wont need to pretend . Thank u fer all the care n love u've shown me for the past 2 mnth we've been together . u've been a really faithful fren . i luv u laaa squrrel<3 Hahah , we'll catch ur Tron somedae , i promise . cross my heartXD like how u promised to catch my Koi Tea ^^ hahhaha . really craving fer it yaknow. May we be frens n stay together wif close hearts till we grow up n be pretty ladies like wad we alwaes imagine us to be. we'll live our poly life together . JIWER NYP . hahaha . insyallah we'll go thru all together wif faith . ameen .

TO eeu owls out there .. hahahah .. okaee . lemmie jus summarise to u guys wad happened eventually fer the past few daes .. or maybe weeks ? haha . okae to be precise , i had a splendid time wif Azii . im thankful enuf to have ended my 2010 wif dearest . alhamdulilah . we spend time together wif faah on our 2nd mnthsary like wad i posted earlier on . (check it out urself) okaee as fer u noe , IM OFFICIALLY BAACK frm my everso "Birthdae-Reunion-Camp" its a 2 dae celebrating of all th December babies since i have plenty of 'em in my family . decided to tag dearest along to join in th fun . never tot it would turn out that great . haha syiiook ahh ! had fun wif all my beloved ones. n some unexpected "squirrels" O.o Changi was a great place indeed^^ hahaha

~Now , as fer todae's post . cos u see , i kindda miss those daes of posting sooo .. kene mix up siket ehh . sorry . i noe todae's post kindda long but pls . stay wif me .. kaee ? I SAID PLEAASE ! I INSISTS ! cheyyhhh fake ! hahaha . ok woke up abit late . pfft . was suppose to wake earlier . promised to accompany daddy to th vet . but deyn hehh . my soul lambat masok . oops? so deyn waited fer daddy to come home . which he did at arnd 1pm ? i guess . deyn went out to Yishun to buy some clothing fer daddy . since baju dier dahh banyak kene paint ! -.- silly man . haha bought 5 of 'em . deyn flew off to Sembawang Shopping Centre wich is nt really dhat far frm where we were . Our intention was to find my bag but dehn changed my mind . so went to popular n get our sch neccesities . deyn when to meet mama at cwp metro . ohh she bought blouses too . hahaha .. wad a cooincidence ^^ went to catch our dinner dhen at Banquet . and dehn bought tickets fer Narnia . hahahahahah I SAW SOMETHING I LOIKE in cathay cinema *winks* hahahah . LIVE ON ACTION , : MUHAMMAD AFIQ , working wif a small santa hat ? so much fer christmas eh bang ? semangat dier ^^ hahahha senget lagy .. ROFL ! but cant deny .. its kindda cute though . well he has been a great disturbance by entering n exiting th cinema hall fer quite sometimes .. or maybe alot ? -________- well u gt my attention . i harap u puas -.- hahah deyn flew back home ~ tu jer .. hahahha .. i had fun . really . for th past few daes . ^^ billions of thank u to all dhat were involve n help making th dae a splendid one . for me ! ohh i noe u guys love me . -.- hahahaha . well miracles do happens kae ? so live ur life to th fullest^^
its currently 12.40am rite now . after th whole dae of being in an air-conditioned room . a mug of warm milk n sweater equals paradise^^ heeee. gudnight/gdmorning paris . im sleeping soo sleep tight n sweet dreams california~ (SQUIRRELS o.O!)

RANDOM MOMENTS:
Faah : Fai bangon ! papa daa pegi siaa !
Me: -.- *sleepy voice* dier pegy .. so ?
Faah: eh deng , we're suppose to follow him !!! kiter da janji !!
Me : *eyes wide open* OHH SHITT ! O.O.. *take pillow , cover face , continue sleeping*
Faah: -____- tak gune ! *walk out th room, play computer*

moral of th story: due2 tak gune -.-
HAHAHAHHAXD .. LMFAO !

"Don't let one boy define your happiness"
-Taylor Swift -

Days pass like no one business XP

2010-12-16T06:45:00.000-08:00

hello cherry blossom . im here to announce dhat 14.12.10 rawks like to th core ! really. when out wif dearest to celebrate our 2mnth of everso "bestfrenship" . Met Dearest at Toa Payoh before heading ourselves to Dorby Ghout . We had our lunch at Long John since Dearest havent taste th heaveness of th food there . HAH! so yeaa. it was supeeerb! th service was great . th weather was perfect. th food were deliciosooo.. after eating, when to shop at This Fashion. it' just a door step away frm L.J .. so yaaa it didnt took us a long time to shop since we know wad we need^^ hahaha WE GERLS R ALWAES SOO PREPARED. (Y) yay. too bad we cant find most of th stuff we want . so fly off to Plaza Singapura instead .. Shop till we drop . we went afew rounds searching fer POSB atm . holly shiiit ! takkn besar2 shopping centre satu atm machine pon takde . knnbccb. =.=' tired of walking went down to have bubble tea . hahaha~ ^^ we can barely feel our feets.

Endless walk , finally decided to catch Rapunzel at Cathay. haha thats were the fucking stupidity startsXD before dhat we've been stopped by dhis grp of sweet-innocent-looking gerls telling us if we could spare dhem a maximum of 10mins fer a mind game. hahah we were told to memorise loads of simple werds. well too bad coz we gt short term memory lost . haha .. we could only make one third of it^^ hahaha . ohh well.. silly rascals^^ kiter frendly kaeeee. geee. in Cathay we camwhore , we dance , we yell , we show funny faces n hav th time of our live. Dear public , mind us ! haha living like there's no 2mrw. haha sumpah taktawu malu. pose like crazy bitches lost their wae home . HAHA. well, we had fun .. awsooomexs shitzzzzz ! i like. haha.. we laugh our heads off . we cried watching tu ceriter.. punyerlaaa touching.. ohh my heart)': th show ended at 7+ . so apparently we headed off to my crib coz papa masaaaaaaak fer his princesses^^ haha . touched. siap ngan decoration lagii . i luv u daddy . we did some crazy stuff at home n dearest leaves at arnd 10.30pm . todae's celebration best laa. i sukeee sngt! hahaha . thank eeu dearest fer th best outing ever ! i luv u~

:since dearest got errors on uploading so i guess th pics will be pulled back . maybe a bit late^^ sorry
oh oh .. n i nak long golden hair plsss. needed. hhaahah no wigs=.='

-bring back what once was mine-
-rapunzel-

till th dae, when u wld just take a glimpse back n realise i am th faithful one

2010-12-09T07:59:00.000-08:00

-FAIRY FALL . CASTLE CLASH DOWN .
everything's falling apart (cry) too much things happened . i cried alot already . im tired of suffering in silence . im tired of thinking bout others . im tired of wiping this neverlasting-tears . im tired of being a fool . i miss my bestfren . i miss my granny)': she's the only person who understands me .. who alwaes stood up fer me . she's th only one who will hug me when i cry n when im at th point of my saddest . she's th only one who could giv me CHOICES instead of suggestion . she never fails to wipe my tears n put up a smile fer me in wadever th situation is . i miss being by her side , laying on her shoulder , sing song fer her, make her cofee every morning, talking to her bout life n wad's werld like during her age, laughing wif her, listen to her ngaji .everything was sooo calm n peaceful when im by her side . things had been soo complicated fer me lately . im tired of dhis burden . i feel like giving up n let everthing go once n for all . i've alwaes think of other ppl thoughts which i noe may sometimes goes beyond my control . i neglected myself juz becoz i duwanna hurt their feelings . coz I TREASURE DEM .. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM /'; n now im falling apart but no one understand . im sorry world , but im not gonna be th same animore . TAK ADER LAGI DEHHH . im changing fer th better . fer now , being left alone wif my teddy n spongebob is th best paradise . sometimes i feel like running away frm everything ... juz.... away . but i noe running brings me no where . haiyhh . " heyy dragonss ! fly me to th top of eiffel tower please ! " T-T

-l locked away my pain, put awy my fears,
show u only smile, not th hidden tears-
-hella-

I don't need a parachute , when i have u .

2010-12-08T04:31:00.000-08:00

Boo to eeu fascinated-Owls . i was sleeping in peace and was awaken by sharp stomach cramp n followed by migrane >.< . todae was boring but equally fun webcaming wif dearest . we chatted fer th whoole daee . frm petaaaaang~ till night . thx fer putting my smile upp again . i heart u laa^^ wen to take my pills . ohh i agreed wif atiqah dhat at certain part of a month a gerl may turn to a hormone bitch ! goshh .. i cried n suffer in silence . coz i duwanna trouble others . it hurts me more to see ppl getting hurt n troubled . especially if im th main reason coz i just basicly care others more deyn i care fer myself . ... but deyn a mug of warm milk and pillow kindda reduce my pain~ ohh paradise^^ thank eeu . *bow2*<3 i get to chat wif king of hearts ystrdy ! (Y) n we talked things out .. things r much better now . i still care . i do i do (':

-when a girl cry out of sadness,
her tears actually resembles th blood frm her broken heart -
-unknown-

bby you're reason why all doors are closed

2010-12-06T12:01:00.000-08:00

heyy there balloons . things finally makesense now . i was murdered ever since i heard u moved on . yaa im dead alright ? well at least u found ur happiness . im happy of dhat /': dont worry bout me i'll straightened up my tanggles . retaaak ! boo sama fai . im a widow . boohoo . yaa things were hard at start . well no one promise dhat life would be easy , they only say it's worth it . so yaa . all gd things comes to an end .. so much fer karma . its 4am n im still not asleep . haiyhh. im thankful enuf fer having a bestie like azii . thank u god fer sending me an angel of urs^^ she stood up fer me thru my bad n my worst . she's alwaes there when im at th edge of collapsing . dear , u're my pillar of strength . i have to stop living in my lala land . i wouldnt want to disturb ur new chordship n ur everso kebahagiaan . i have to wake up n face reality .. KKKRIIING ! ITS TIME FER U TO WAKE UP NOW FAAI ! *slap forehead* things had been really cracking up . i could hardly breathe animore . all i see r cracks everywhere.. its hard fer me to move on . really .i just cant make a step forward . im scared i would repeat th same mistake again. im sick of living in th past . im scared if im not strong enuf to face wads next in life . im scared if i would collapse one dae . coz u wont be there to catch me animore . means if i were to fall .................. i afraid i might shatter .

- i want to be your fantasy.
not in the perverted way .
-katty perry-

baby dhis love aint gonna be perfect

2010-12-03T10:39:00.000-08:00

I DONT WANNA BE A MEMORY /':

-- I finally learn to sae , wadever will be, will be. --

You Take The Sunshine, Save MeThe Rain

2010-12-01T12:09:00.000-08:00

heyy there blueberry pies n chocolate muffins^^ . pardon me fer not posting dhat much. been buzy wif life . well to let th earth hear me, its currently 3.50 in th morning n im still wide awake 0.o! loads of romantic scene happened past few daes^^ haha .. pocket-full-of-posies ! facing a major breakdown construction in mind set here ! pulling off th thread ): th chain between me n him will soon be off for NO GOOD REASON ! god , life's sucha whore ! :X i cldnt get myself to sleep rite now bcoz of this fact of removing his tag frm "boifren" to "bestfren" -__- dhis thing affect me n my life tauu . it's freaking killing my brain cell dhat cause of me facing trouble n minor fights wif th ppl arnd me. i cant stay focus! blabber,blabber,blaber.. on n on n on their mouth wld go ..

ohh well .. back to being single soon...... again !.... ARSE ! tsk !!

ergh ! well, sorry if i ever hurt u in somewaes .. bare in mind u've been th best boifren ever !! its been great knowing u . really . dont cry becoz it ended .. smile, bcoz it happened^^. its ok .. u made me smile enuf fer th past 6-7 month .. my turn now to take the tears n u take th smile. take gd care of my heart okae ?coz im leaving it wif u(':

*sob* takperr .. i'mma hv to leave him fer now*wipe tears* .. One Dae , a Were Wolf will Ask me out fer a date ! HAHH!! Tengok jer nantiiiii~ ..watch out ahh ehh ~!

-love is not jealousy-

quoted by: A Chocolate For A Lover's Heart .

love.

2010-11-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

Everything when away as the sun goes down.

Hi happy owls^^ i miss u guys . haha . nothing much to talk about . really . n ohh silly, willya just hell stop wif ur lies n stuff . nnt tuhan potong lidahnye baru tawuu ^^ im not gonna giv any damn care to wad ur lil mutherfucking mouth gonna say . ass , go on wif wadever u're smiling wif . as long as u're happy n satisfied . i am too^^ im sick of revenge . its time to live on n reach fer my goals starting frm my hmwerkss . n ace in my studies.. insyallah.. amin .geee . okae gotta admit dhat i kindaa get lonely sometimes well fuck th feelings laaaaa . duwanna hell care no more . im numb O.o hee-horh .

well currently chatting wif dearest azii via msn . sucha funny ass u bitch ! hahaha . reverse ur terms of laughter willya coz i think i broke my laugh box XD ohhh silly rascals . we planned lorry-loads of stuff fer th upcoming holidaes^^ ... haha sports n running r to listed under our 'must-do-before-facing-Os' list . we're like magnets haha . had soooo bloodyhell much similarities in all waes i can face todae ^^ i heart u dearest ! counting down to 10.11.10 haha i noe u noe^^

i fall in love with a book ! *thumbszx up* i miss my funny, caring, silly, cute, all-while-smiling yet awsxome boifren )): things havent been turn out good thoughh .. but atleast i got to chat wif him fer awhile tdi . im happy enuf^^ equally soomuch thankful to god .

ohh well , gudnite Tokyo .. sweet dreams California , im going to bed any moment frm now .. ehh no ! i have a late-night-date wif my book^^ ohh bookworm ! will cya tonight ayee . hahaha . i miss u boifren ... )): n ohh world im sleeping ! so betta not disturb me when im in my dreamland or i'll cut ur full-size sphere to fishballs XD mcm pahaaamm laa dier . haaa !

to dearest azii : get optimistic kaee ? be happy alwaes .. senyum2 selalu yer .. saaayaaang dier !

to my syg : cnnt reveal hw much imissyou . we'll talk more when we meet kae ? miss ur smile like hell . im one mad-missing-loving-crazy woman without u ,matien ! i LOVE u like no one business XD

love,

me..

2010-10-29T10:25:00.000-07:00

hello there rains ^^ ok dhis post may sounds a bit off to those who intends to read it ... well as fer u noe .. when u luv somebody thier flaws and mistakes shouldnt even matter .. but to those weird rabbits out there , i got my own fears arkaey ? since i promised not to let any discouragement taints my "positive"-self image -.- or affect my capacity of loving HIM more n more each dae^^ .. lemmie jus trash everything here n get it over n done wif ... well im AFRAID of true changes actually, dear. AFRAID if one dae u'll meet someone u'll like better deyn me. AFRAID if one dae u'll get tired of my jealous-self. AFRAID if one dae u'll get tired of th things we alwaes do. AFRAID if one dae u'll get attracted to some else other than me. AFRAID if one dae u'll think wad we have is too much effort to put on.. AFRAID if ur feelings fer me would change ....

hah ! sigh* finally its out !

no worries^^ u noe i luv u .. n im willing to let go n risk all my fears fer u kaee ? coz i noe it'll be worth it ..

ps: hv u ever feel a certain part of ur life , u truly wish u got th power to stop time frm moving .. to stop th world frm turning .. n if only life has a replay button , u'll press on it everydae .. just to get back to the time of ur lives .. when u wish everything could come to a stop or atleast slow down .. because at that time , everything was perfect ^^ dear , dhats how i feel everytime im by ur side ... (': aheeee !

: ITS 1.25AM N IM CURRENTLY CHATTING WIF AKMAL REZZA ! HE'S ONE FUNNY ASS XD!

Love,

fai siao

yestrdae was awsxome !

2010-10-14T23:27:00.000-07:00

i had fun wif my precious kae ..

14.10.10 rocks (:

ok here it goes ...

: flip flop display .. XD

was about to thrw my slippers to someone O.o

The rain took me away wif them...
But my heart stays ...

hello loyal readers...

14.10.10 will be remembered okaee ?

i spend time wif my precious darls ...

okokok!! ^^ here's wad happened ...
waited fer Faah Chiia to finish her exam
she had her last paper todae .. while mine dh over daaaa (:
happy^^

deyn met Nini .. zooooom we headed to Toa Payoh to meet my switheart^^ .

otw there .. like usual , random things happened in th mrt .. we laughed ..

n we shout -.-
faah pijak my baby toe . T.T saket yanoee!

went shopping ... n switheart bought dhis 2 tee-shirt ..

haha pandaaaaa ^^

aftr our loong shopping spree ..
we went to eat at mac ..multi tasker like us ...
wont be able to sit still .. haha monkeys ! we laughed .. smile(: .. snapshots ..

make funny faces n stuff while eating 0.o... we had everyones attention .heee
pardon our behaviour , public !
ppl r just not suppose to disturb us .. when we gurls r hving th time of our lives okeyh ? ish!

fly to waterfront.. photos are uploaded in fb yerr. sila maklum ..

loads of things happened there ...

ok skip part ...

decided to catch a movie at cwp..

head off to home sweet home at 9++ ...

i had splendid time there okaey ?
well someone cried at some parts in th movie somehow its a good thing i brought a box of tissue wif me.. hahah .. i felt like a mother fer a dae (:
im lucky to get to spend time wif my 3 angel nuts ..
hahah KIIA ! saaaap ! (;

reach home .. hahah hd fun chatting wif syg till almost midnight ..

hahaha miss u like hell okae ? ^^
cant wait to see u on Mondae hunneyh !

to my precious little angels : thank u fer th best outing ever ! besides frm th fact dhat i was clearly under mind-shot bout my bestfren ); boohoo .. i really had fun ..

E-chah syg kamuhh semue ey .. coz my life's incomplete without u guys (':

to my bestfren : never thought u wld change dhat much .. u hurt my feelings alot . u left me .. u went off .. u shut th door.. u show ur sickening attitude .. as for NO ONE force u to cme okae ?! u knw u had a choice ... to come or not to come ... grow up laa ! how short-minded cahn u get ? kau mao aku fhm aper agyh ? huh?? blng uh !u acted like one big f***er infront of me .. its okay .. i still luv u though .. acting like nth happened 0.o it wasnt u dhat dae really ... its like a lost bitch trap in my best fren's body .. like helloo ..
i dont hate u okeyh ? its the devil n th bitch in u dhat i do .
well , bitch u better fuck ur wae out i tell u ..
or i'll kick ur ass off ur butt ..
....n leave my best fren alone! (crying)

well wadever it is ..... may u stay happy alwaes ...

cos u're still a part of my heart ...

love ,

Fai Siao ..

2010-09-18T09:44:00.000-07:00

TUH MINAHH , GUA PUNYAA !

Coz u were there when i drown . Coz u saw me when im invisible .

hello loyal readers .. okeyhh it's been 15 daes since i last post ..

soo here i go..

todae was really a blust ! haha met syyidah my shayaanqk !

she came raye .. so yeaa .. promised to turohn Hougang soon to mee u babhy!

hahaha ... ok lets start ..

gone thru a bit misunderstanding wif hym .. so yahh we fought ..

well he did a great job wif those kude kepang moves .

haha ! good job !

met NEW frens during th rehearsal.. credits to fafah, akmal, fadhil , ammarah n aiman fer rptkn aku ngan yan-.-

a dae b4 performance .. mama syarifah blanje kiter mkn .. (:

yan n i was forced to sit together .

tak baek tau korng . takk tenteram aku mkn .. -.-

credits to ammarah n fadil fer being th two paparazzi .

takde keje laen ! amek gmbr candid jer pfft!

after performance .. when home wif yan .

kindda left HYM abandon . sorry i uat u binget .

again si due berok nie (mar n fadhil) amek video time me n yan ngah jln together2.

-.-'

<3thx fer making my dae wif ur smile, ur msgs, n ur jokes yer, sufyan shah!

hahaha . u rock !

to hym: mintak maaf i bnyk uat salah .. bt i nvr wanted u to brk off ur frendship wif her . do patch up ur frenship ok ? she's a good fren to u .

so whye leave her ?

to mar, fafah, fadhil n akmal syahid : STOP DISTURBING ME N YAN ! KITER MALU TAWU TAKK ?!

ur truly,

fai siao

2010-09-03T10:57:00.000-07:00

Dancing under the Moonlight...

Heyy readers .. well as u can see ... i missed two daes of updating ...

n soo ... i'll write on wad mostly had happened previously...

1st september 2010..

followed mama to Yishun wif Faah Star .. to do some walking arnd .. n meet someone..

it was really an unpleasant dae fer me though everything was perfect ..

well something eventually happened lahh ...

so wasnt really in the mood to go gaga wif faah .. ):

sorry Faah .

Syg didnt text me the whole dae )'; coz he was buzy ... (cry)

so went home .. waited fer his text.. or news ... but blank..

well, to throw the negative feelings away (like wad he alwaes told me to)

HAD A GREAT DATE WIF SPONGEBOB !!

hahaha .. he's real good listener .. though he never reply nor showing any gesture -.__-

hahaha(:

ILY sponge !

I cried coz i CARE .

He went to catch a movie wif a gerl whom i believe his "friend"

n fer the sake of frendship-.- they went out.

but as fer being a gerl ... u noe its hard to throw th feelings dhat u don wanna lose some1 u really luv n care for.

ALL A GERL WANTS IS TO LOVE N BE LOVED IN RETURN..

is dhat so hard ??

ok gotta admit i cried .

well which silly gerl wont be surprise upon looking at the appearance of the gerl dhat ur guy went out wif

is soo open for godsake !

i thought u care (sobbing)

ok enough... dunwanna turn this issue any bigger .

dun wanna create a fight either .

to HIM: dun worry . im not mad at u ... im more to dissapointed .

ok u didnt flirt .. i noe dhat . but fer a situation like dhis ... i hope u understand how i feel

well if u dont.. at least .. just AT LEAST understand how a gerl would feel.

even if u find me unreasonable.. nonsence n full of crap..

im not asking much frm u ...

jus to understand me .. tu jer .

u noe, every gerl wants to be treasured..

to be pampered..

to feel safe by knowing dhat u'r alwaes by her side..

to be loved ..

to be cared..

to be ur first piority..

n to noe dhat she's the only one fer eeu.

ps: if u still luv me .. deyn let me noe ... if u dont .. plz gently let me go ...

ur truly...

FAI SIAO

2010-08-31T07:59:00.000-07:00

Dancing in the rain alone.
HELLO READERS(;
okeyy, i noe it's been months since i last posted-.-
well, if i were to be specific.. there r loads of stuff happened lately..
i miss my dear sweetheart alot): ♥
its been a long time since i met hym. syg hurt his wrist-.-
well eventually, i met hym jus now... so yeaa. phewh. lepas uh siket rindu.
ok2 back to topic 0.o well......
alot of thyngs happened! i dont even noe where to start.. pfft.
ouh2.. lets start wif... eeer.. CIP punishment dhat took place
30th Aug 2010..in th art room.. with chorting n anjani♥
ok fer th start, Faezah had been a pretty bad gerl ):
got caught on truency n brown hair.
c'mon lahh! its my 'LALA' hair okeyh?
plus.. like wad mama say,
"nak raye apeeeer-.-"
hmpft..
so, gotta clean up th art room.
haha . since there were no teachers arnd, we had fun while cleaning up..
we sang, we act, we play wif soap n water, we broke brushes (if Mrs Ong were to noe, we're dead 0.o), we gossip, crack jokes n disturb every ppl
who came passing by the art room.
hahaha. it was more like a Happy-Party kindda punishment.
glad i could spend time wif Anjani n Chorting.
until zaim came.. n he join inXD
soo yeaa . we had a splendid punishment 2gether.
hmm.. guess i'll be stoping here.
i'll update u guys more soon aye.
haha .

OUH.. syg miss u 0.o urgh!
n im sorry fer being mad...

PUBLIC NOTICE:
HE'S AN AWESOME
BOIFREN♥!!

love,
fai siao..

2010-05-08T10:34:00.000-07:00

U TOOK OFF UR JACKET TO COVER ME..WHEN IT RAINS..

yuuhuu...

it'd been sometimes since i last posted ..

haha ... loads n loads of miracle happened...

further more .. its exam period .. soo... study hard people !

got sm argue here n there ... well too bad.. coz some ppl

juz dont noe when to givup. siak uh.. get urself a roof will yah! ohho...

hmm... well.. life been soo "lonely" dis past few daes.. emo uhk budak tuh!

dunnoe y ... lately.. it had been a "living-in-my-own-world" kinda life..

been avoiding sm of th ppl if ya notice...

sry ppl of th world.. brain damage ! aha ..

p.s: i havent been seeing eeu lately ! MISS HYM !! k dh diam, fai..

Todaes been on my mind.. so smhw i tot i'd get in touch.. i prayed dat "all is going well".. coz u noe.. fer i havent seen u dat much):.. well.. i noe dat our lives had been soo buzy-.- .. wit all dat we must do.. but i want to take dis time to sae...

im thinking of eeu too ..

LURF,

FAI SIAO

2010-04-30T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hola .

well lets start fresh !

nth much happened lately..

well to be precise smth random did happened !

tee hee ...

smth u guys dont really hv to noe at dis point of tyme yerr..

its a heart n soul thing..

huhu.. i want wings ! well though he dont noe anyth ..

haha hw i wish miracle would happened...

a magic touch is on ur wae mr .. yupy!!

angel's watching over eeu ...

haha ... dats rite! watch out!

well back to basic ... exams r arnd th corner..

study2 like mad woman! but noope..

tahaa ...

to my sweetest familykuh ....

sry if i smhw lost contact wif u guys ..

due to some official reason..

-.- ask hym!

tee hee ... generaly ... im fine mentally! haha...

tata..

2010-04-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

GREETINGS !

hoho ...

it's been weeks since i last posted ..

sooo .. decicded to just stop by n drop sm stuff fer me to share

wif eeu guys here ...

well3 ...

things really got tied up lately !

math, art , camp, meetings, studies, test, exams ... CLASH ! boom!

dis few daes had been really a "Geeky" dae fer faezah..

books n files r so called my currently "part-time soul"

aha weird ? yea .. its either i stick wif em n i'll be safe ..

or loose 'em n there goes my life !

urgh! stress3! like c'mon teachers..

we need a time out !

falling ill lately .. due to not enuf rest .. hah !

but generaly im olrite ! still got my craziness running wild .

heee ... well ..

nth much to tok about ..really

so imma end here ..

n....... dont miss me ! ahaha ...

~to mr blue bear : i've been wondering .. wad hv u been doin' lately ?

2010-04-01T11:14:00.000-07:00

fellow the yellow brick road .

Cut the crap will yah! been laughing n laughing lately... ahah ...

went to singapore poly fer A.E.M course .

todae's my first lesson there .

it was great ! hmm .. got mac fer snack !

n kfc fer dinner wif fafah n mama amanina !

the atmosphere in S.P sucks though !):

yawn3 ~ ever since mr tham started his lecture

on ..

ENGINEERING .

tried keeping myself smhow "entertained" by disturbing my peers..

.. eating mentos .. texting frens ...

but neither of 'em werks ..

still sleepy . -.-

heee ... woops ! eeu people r fur-nny XD .

( cet goreng prata rbk !)

aha ..

reached home-sweet-home at 8 .

3 simple steps to perfection .

warm- bath..
put on my purple n pink PJ
powdered myself
SLEEP ! XD

ahah .. huhu^^

b4 dat . did sm posting of cosh ! aha ..

hmm . hw shld i end dis ..

"pssst..

~ mr blue teddy .. i miss eeu more deyn words can sae .." k dh !

uhuu .. blushed !

2010-03-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

A sprinkle of fairy dust .

hastalavista baybie ! todae's sundae routine wasnt reallie a blast like alwaes . Went to wdlnds lib to do sm research wif nini fer der project mdm rita gave earlier . nth much to rely on there though . just books n strangers all arnd ? eeergh .. buzy much ppl !! hoping to meet anyone there .. frens i meant .. boo hoo ... but nope ! tk nmpk poon.. so both of us decided to take a walk .. strolling arnd kt cozwae . well got dis huge feeling in me ... BOREDOM ! thx to nini fer cracking a few jokes .. n we're like haha-ing all the waee ... poof ! the feeling's gone .. again ? still living in lonliness.. much ? guchie-guchie-goo to my heart . rite after we saw 2 of my chinese frens studying like no ppl bussiness. pfft .. book worms nowades! boooring ! all the wae hooome my mind was on eeeu ! still ! someone asked me if i missed eeu .... didnt answer.. i close my eyes n walked awy .. then i whispered .. "soo much.."

bibbidy-babiddy-boo !

2010-03-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

bibbidy-babiddy-boo !

good evening fridae !

todae had been a very damn tiring dae . Fer dat i couldnt reallie talk much ey . ahah .. been quite buzy lately .. well.. boo hoo to me !
looove dat avocado drink i got fer dinner ! aha ... suuperb nice ! been craving fer it since .. i dont noe ... late yesterdae ? well.. finally got it .. so grab it n DRINK ! had fun wif my full time gerlfwens at skoool.. well .. woopsy kindda skip ma choir pract . tra la la... sry gerls .. i terluper i guess? tee hee .. *fingers on the lips. achievement dae just ended .. it was great ! well .. at least i think it does . hee.. great job ppl ! hip2 hooray ! aha.. k fai shush!... nth much really happened tdi .. aha .. except i feel lucky-dakie.. rite when mr tay shouted " all upper sec students are allowed to sit at the control room area !" woooh... we're like damn happy .. coz smhow.. we had better views from on top .. yayhee ! ouh yah ... still miss hym in smwaes or another . ouh yah .. in personal waes.. my heart is currently a huuge blank ! everyone's gone... boo hoo dunnoe lah where hv they all been since a few daes baq ! holly roses they didnt mention !.. still finding waes on how the fcuk i'm gonna call them baaaack ... shld i scream ? nyaha.. naah.. lonely ppl im lonelyh ! cant really think of anyone yeet ! except fer one ... heee.. im still in lub2 lala land in dreams .. hmm wad can i sae.. wee ? (:

cant get my mind off eeu...

2009-12-21T03:30:00.001-08:00

huhu.. days been passing.. n u'r still in my mind! hmpft! i tried to forget hym... srsly.. i did! its like hell u noe! haha.. but.. i failed.... tends to miss hym even more.. ever since he last texted me...hmm which is like a week ago! n he's flying off to KL... which is like 2 days frm now! uhuhuh): lets just hope he will text me before he leave otey? ouh my! i really, really hope he would!!! hmm. should i smile(: coz he's still my fren?? or should i cry): coz dats all he is??? damn! i miss hys BAHAHA~ like stupid sia fai.. cant seems to be accpting the fact dat he's no longer mine.. by the wayy.. havent been eating.. like 2 daes olready... n im falling sick i guess):.. coz yea! missed hym much.. lost all my appetites... see? i told eeu its dumb! the whole day.. spend most of my time daydreaming.. nyaha.. kiddeng! reading.. yerp.. trying to get rid of mind fallers.. n crying-ness.. teehee.. bcoz of dat.. i got huge piles of EYE BAGS! want some? plz take it.. its free.. nyaha.. i hate 'em.. srsly... they make my eyes look huge! haha.. i blame my boredom n lonlliness fer dat.. my mind is still on eeu u noe! huhu): guess just cant deny the fact dat i still miss eeu.. in anyway or another... haissh.. if only eeu knew...

10.12.2009 OUTING!

2009-12-10T10:16:00.000-08:00

SYG KUSH !! Niary outing bestlah ! nyaha... kiter have loads n loads of fun 2gather! We watched NEW MOON ! n JACOB WAS LIKE HAWT GILER! WOOH! EDWARD ? HANSEM NK MAMPOOOS! nyahaha... thx fer the outing yea babes.. hahaks...before watching we went to eat kat Long John.. n we're lyke so kecoh !tpi time tuuh kiter sumer pkai dress.. so gerls, klao org panggel kiter MINAH .. jgn segan2 toleh yer .. nyahaha! while eating, we find it hard using the fork n spoon.. so wad we did? we ate using our bare hands! lols.. case tk tawu maluw.. when we're done eating.. kiter gy maen air kt level 5.. nyaha! we were all soaked! haha.. deyn, kiter gy lib... pinjam boooks! kiterkan gd gerls!(at times) nyahaha! after borrowing tons of books, we decided to caryk burfdae present fer mama! coz burfdae dier 2mrw... by then, the time was arnd 7.10pm.. kiter caryk punyer caryk.. tpi... nothing..fortunately fa'ah got an idea.. since we cant find anything fer our damn beloved mama, so why not try to design a cake? so.. on dat same evening, kiter pegy JURONG POINT! which is damn fucking far! but actually.... not really lar...we said dat coz we find it troublesome to change the MRT n stuff like dat.. btw back to the story... so.. biler dh sampai.. we ran to this stall where we could design our own b'dae cake... so dats wad we did! yea ! its fun! nyaha! errm den lpas tuu we decided tu caryk some stuff fer mama.. u noe like presents n stuff... tkkn stakat nk bgi cake gytu jer kan.. akward luh ey... sooo.. kiter decide to buy her dis $30 necklace.. lawa uhq... den after buying, kiter ingatkan nk buat card.. so kiter pegy lah popular... lari3... deyn queue dier .. mashallah! damn bloody peh panjang! so we batalkn lah our intention to make her a b'dae card... pastu.. kebetulan mama call.. n we're like OMG! Soo we RUN !!!!!!! run taw! dlm shopping center! dengan dress! dngan cake! dengan bag! srsly embarrassing! tpi aper nk uat... since mama dh 2nggu kat cozway... den kt dlm MRT.. on th wae home... kiter uat keycoh agy! biaser! nyahaha... amek gmbr n so on.. fhm2kan jer lah ey... but then.. biler dh smpai umah.. necklace tu ilang!! panick giler sak!! haishh.. aper nk uat.. bkn rezeki mama.. hahaha... so yea! dats about it .. its fun and.. jacob?? HAWT HAWT HAWT !!!!

i love my sygss!

10.12.09 will be remembered!

HYM...

2009-12-03T08:12:00.000-08:00

someone i've missed from my past...
i noe i did damn loads of mistakes,
no matter hw much it takes,
all the pain u'd gained,
n all the cares dat remained,
i miss those moments,
when we used 2 share our interest,
all the love n care,
man! they're countless,
i remember when u used 2 brightened up my days,
wif all ur remindful "bahahas" n wonderful "heys",
i used 2 wait fer ur calls,
day n night,
heck care bout the time or the weather outside,
wiping awy all my doubts n tears i've fight,
knowing dat u'r alwaes there waiting fer me on the other side,
i remember when u used to call me ur BOO,
n we kept on laughing till our faces turn blue,
wif our most favourite question,
"hey, haha, ngah uat per tu?"
all ur encouragements u've gave,
u'r the one dat bring me up,
trained me to be brave,
we hv loads of thyngs in common,
like our schbags, colours n brands,
all the crazy stuff we share,
n the pain we find unfair,
the tears we cried 2gather on th fone,
i remember the part when i cried till my eyes were damn sore,
sleeping on the tear-wet pillow,
hugging the fone nvr wanna let go,
the dae when i gt high fever coz i missed u too much,
just to let u noe,
coz i nvr tot thyngs like dat would happen,
hoping u were right here beside me,
fixing my heart dats broken,
the part when i dun wanna put dwn the fone i meant,
in mind hoping "No, dis cant be the end"
you're the only one dat could stop all my attititudes,
you're the only one dat would nvr gain a smile frm me dats FAKE,
Man! u've got all gratitudes,
you're the only one dat could make my mind goes JAM BREAK !
but all good thyngs comes to an end,
you've taught me to be myself,
n wif dat i won't need to pretend,
forgive me on all my mistakes,
n on all ur happiness dat i've take,
leaving u wif nothing but pain,
but i really do cherish the frendship we've gained,
coz if i could go baq to dat day,
all ur pain,
i promise i will take them awy,
IM SORRY is smth a heartless gurl like me would say,
but as time goes by,
thyngs changes n sometimes may comes to an end,
but u'r alwaes be my guardian angel, my blue teddy bear, my superhero, my bestfren,
n time cant change dat,
even if it moves fast,
coz KHALIS,
U'R SOMEONE SPECIAL DAT I'VE REALLY MISSED FRM MY PAST..

~MISSING EEU...

The gurl i know...

2009-12-02T10:25:00.000-08:00

MAR.. MY BESTFREN..

This is for you, my best friend,

the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.... My best friend.